"..!!.."

left alone i am...
why??...
silently tears fall...
why??...
broken my heart...
why??...
darken my life...
why??..
............................
i know why..!!!
bcoz i trusted u....!!
bcoz i loved u....!!

yesterday night i was crying a lot....
i don't know why??....
i guess....
it was....
because of the pain hidden in my heart....
or because of my destiny....
........i feel.......
as if i am the only one who has tears in her eyes.....
but when i look around....
i feel.....
there are some people.....
who have pains greater than me....
but they still manage to laugh....to smile....to enjoy....
they know the way to hide tears behind their beautiful smile....
i am trying the same....
hope i'll succeed....
wish me luck....!!!

i beg...

Lying here...

in da dark...

i keep in thinkin...

wat i have done...

where i made mistake...

wat iz wrong wid me...

why i m like this...

cursed!

is it a sin?

to love...

to live...

why i am not allowed...

to see even a small happiness...

of my own...

lying here...

in dark...

give me light...

give me love...

give me happiness...

o Lord..

please...

i beg...

Why?...Why?...Why?...

Why does it have to hurt inside?
Why do I have to cry each night?

I think I have to walk by...

I'm starting to lose my sight...

What is it that changed your mind?

Who is it that keeps you blind?

Why did you change so fast?

Did you really have to leave me behind?

I start to think about all we had

And how it turned this way...

I guess I'll have to leave your side,

And turn my face away...

Although my soul will die...

Although my heart will cry...

I've got nothing else to do,

I'm hurt deep inside

But although I'll leave your side,

You'll be always on my mind...

My heart and soul will ache for you,

Every day and every night...

You're my never ending love,

The love that keeps me alive...

You're the one I'll love forever,

Although it hurts inside...

NoBoDy KnOwS...

Nobody knows its empty

The smile that i wear,

The real one is left in the past

Bcoz U have left me there

Nobody knows I'm crying

They won't even see my tears,

When they think that I m laughing

I still wishing u were here.

Nobody knows its painful

They think that I m strong,

They say that this wont kill me

But I wonder if they were wrong.

Nobody knows I'm praying

That u will change my mind,

They think that I had let u go

When u left me behind.

Nobody knows I miss u

They think I feel set free,

But I feel like I m bound with chains

Trapped in the mystery.

Nobody knows I need u

They say I can do it on my own,

But they dont know I m crying

When I m all alone....

Can't u see the tears

Cant u see the tears in my eyes,

Cant u see the pain i am going thru,
Cant u see the pieces of those broken dreams,
Those broken promises still tear my heart apart,
Dont u know i cant live without u, I will never not need u,
I will never not miss u,
I will never not meet u in my dreams,
But ONE DAY I WILL HATE U
As much as I LOVE U...

fearless tears

...value of a relation is not that how much one feels happy with someone but it is the loneliness that one feels with out someone...

sach to yeh hai ki kasoor apna hai.
chand ko chhune ki tamanna thi,
aasman ko zameen pe manga,
phool chaha ki pattharo pe khile,
kaanton me ki talash khusboo ki,
aarzoo ki ke aag thandak de,
barf me dhundhte rahe garmi,
khawab jo dekha chaha sach ho jaye
par uski saja to hume milni thi,
sach to yeh hai ki kasoor apna tha...!!!


DIL SE ROYE MAGAR HOTHON SE MUSKURA BETHE;
YUN HI HUM KISISE WAFA NIBHA BETHE,
WOH HUME EK LAMHA NA DE PAYE APNE PYAR KA;
AUR HUM UNKE LIYE APNI ZINDAGI GAVA BETHE...

IN THE MEMORABLE MOMENT OF...LOVE

TEARS BEHIND SMILE

● Just because I smile does'nt mean that I am happy because it takes one smile to cover million tears ●

This night i am gods lost angelim captivatied by all the different anglesmy hearts about to colasape with out airsoon ill be lost in this despair.
i grasp hold of my last breathembracing cold,sweet, deathi kiss her on the lipstonight she lays me to restgod, i hate being this depressedshes been in every one of my dreamsshes so elegant when she screamsperfecction is so nearperfection is so clear.

When u see i'll nt b there

wнєи yσυ รєє α тєαя яσll dσwи мy cнєєk i нσρє yσυ яєαlizє iтร bєcαυรє i мiรร тнσรє รσfт wσяdร yσυ υรєd тσ รρєαk.wнєи yσυ kиσw iтร yσυ тнαт мαkєร мє cяy wнαт cяσรรєร yσυя мiиd σя iร συя lσvє jυรт α liє?wнєи yσυ รєє тнєรє тєαяร dσ yσυ รєє αll мy fєαяร bєcαυรє иσ σиє єlรє нєαяร.wнєи yσυ тнiиk σf мє тнiиk σf єvєяyтнiиg wє υรєd тσ bє, тнiиk σf тнє тєαяร иσ σиє รєєร.wнєи yσυ รєє мy нєαят iร bяσkєи, yσυ яєαlizє yσυ dσи'т givє αร мυcн αร yσυ тαkє, αиd мy lσvє iร αт รтαkє.wнєи yσυ dєcidє тнαт yσυ wєяє wяσиg iт wσυld bє тσσ lαтє bєcαυรє i รнαll αlяєαdy bє gσиє ..=)

NoThInG hUrTs LiKe LoVe

NOthIng Hurts LikE lOve !!
Love is not just a word
Its an emotion that we feel
Its not a thing from fairy tales
Its something very real
Love also hurts and gives pain
With love nothing is in vain
Love is always finding the best thing
Even if we don’t know what that might bring
Love is sharing yourself completely
Giving up your life whole heartedly
Love is waking up in the morning happy
Thinking, how on earth was I so lucky
True love only comes...but once
in a lifetime...
I cherish this love....
I am lucky its mine.....
You, my LOVE!.. live in my heart
Promise me that you will never part
In times ahead I am thinking positive
Its the only way I now can live
I will LOVE you always and its not a lie

You loved me never

You can tell me you love me,

You can tell me you care,

But i can never trust you,

No,not again.....

You broke my heart,

Left it shattered,

And then you walked away,

You left me speechless what could i say?

You said you would never leave me

That you loved me forever

But now i know tha truth.

You Loved Me Never....

Loved Me Never.....